Prodigal Fae

Oi?

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 05:06:45 GMT

I'm awash in wonder and tears...metamorphosis ahead and 'hind unsavory fate

Stop! ... Potter Time!

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 13:48:24 GMT

Ahh....

Fri, 05 May 2006 07:22:57 GMT

I am in the process of a great synthesis. An alchemical transformation. The very soul of synthesis exists as a great melody. I'm bringing together facets and aspects that have, heretofore; been quite dissonant...but there is a beauty in that too. The 'sounds' become much more intense as the approach synthesis...it has been a howling cacophony...but now I can hear all these powerful vibrations falling into one another and producing a tone so dulcet and sublime....it is as standing within the flow of the ALL...having it pour, mellifluous, over all of me. Fleeting...but never fickle...this moment and I shall know endless embrace.

The "WHITE PRIDE" Posts

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 21:50:07 GMT

What's dissected in the following is an all too popular, yet utterly mindless email/bulletin/post...the two are obviously not mutually exclusive....

You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.

You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and even "The Man" and you think it's OK.

~~~I'm inclined to believe that some, keyword: SOME, people would behave this way. It is utterly inexcuable.~~~

But when I call you, "nigger", "Kike", "Towelhead", "Sand-nigger", "Camel Jockey", "Beaner" or "Chink" you call me a racist.

~~~Again, INEXCUSABLE~~~

You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live

~~~On the contrary...I think the suburbs a bit more dangerous~~~

You have the United Negro College Fund.
You have Martin Luther King Day.
You have Black History Month.
You have Cesar Chavez Day.
You have Yom Hashoah
You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
You have the NAACP.
You have BET.

~~~Hmmm...Stormwatch offers a whites only scholarship...but no one really cares. Martin Luther King Day is to honor a man who was interested in equality for ALL people...listen to the speechs again. Cesar Chavez was honored for his athletic prowess...its celebration is for boxing fans. Yom Hashoah is a religious holiday, feel free to party. Ma'uled Al-Nabi is a celebration of the prophet Muhammad, a gent fairly popular with all of the big 3 religions. The NAACP was founded to help rally and protect blacks against the violent outbursts of southerners too ignorant to realize that they were in the same boat. BET is a network that caters to a specific target market, but is inclined to allow ANY FAN OF HIP-HOP, R&B, AND/OR RAP TO WATCH...or not watch, as the case may be.~~~

If we had WET(white entertainment television) we'd be racists.

~~~Fox is a pretty good example of this, but no one seems to care. By the way...networks have 'target markets' based on 'demographics'. The network exists because it sells advertisments in the hope that the target market will be reached and buy their products. Now have a look around.~~~

If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

~~~A day to honor white scientists, politicians, artists et al...Hmm...~~~

If we had white history month, we'd be racists.

~~~Of the ~9 month school year, I would be willing to content that 85% of secondary education is just that. But that hardly makes a case for racism...selective storytelling, but not racism~~~

If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists.

~~~How many organizations already operate under this mandate? Racist, no.~~~

If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists.

~~~Again...Stormwatch. But then I don't qualify for scholarships given away to Llama Herders...I've never raised or herded llamas...it's because I was born where I was...Oh well~~~

In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists.

~~~This seems to be turning from a Jewish, Muslim, Hispanic issue into what it always turns into. *sigh*~~~

You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're
not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.

~~~I don't think there is anything wrong with being proud of what you are. You are, however; (hopefully) more than your skin tone.~~~

You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us.

~~~Am I to believe that only white people are the victims of robbery, carjacking, and shootings...and that non-whites are the only perpetrators?~~~

But, when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug-dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist.

~~~There is the small point of due process in both these instances. Criminals are to be apprehended...not merely shot out of hand or beaten up as this example suggests. I am appaled by any instance of police brutality.~~~

I am white.
I am proud.

~~~That's sweet. You are allowed and encouraged to be proud of whatever you like.~~~

But, you call me a racist.

~~~I would call you someone proud of something.~~~

Why is it that only whites can be racists?

~~~It is not. ANYONE...now I want to be really clear on this point...ANYONE CAN BE A RACIST. All that is required is to dehumanize and stereotype any other human being.~~~

~~~On a personal note; and I hope you will bear with me on this because I have only just run out of patience, It's two-thousand and fucking six. When are you fucking humans going to realize that all is one and one is all. While you people(read humans) are busy focusing all your self-worth on the color of your skin(which is patently fucking ridiculous unless you are in a desert and need uv protection or in the arctic circle where you need less protection so you can produce vitamin d) there are corporations and governments makeing fine use of your distraction. The main color of interest right now is GREEN. A poor person of any color is going to run into the same bullshit. When this country was founded, it was founded by, for and of the wealthy. A black slave, a native, an indentured servant, a woman, and any man without property were ineligible to vote in this country for periods from decades in the case of those without property to centuries in the case of blacks, women, et al. The entire race issue was contructed and nurtured to keep all these disenfranchised and abused people from coming together and overthrowing the wealthy establishment...this fine tradition continues to this very day. So, if I may...a recommendation to everyone that believes in all this illusory bullshit...PULL YOUR FUCKING HEAD OUT AND HAVE A REAL LOOK AROUND.

P.S.-There is only one race...the human race. Race separates creatures with greater genetic diversity than any two humans can claim.

IKEA!!!

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:48:42 GMT

That's right. IKEA..bang bang bang!(<---Bang) I think I'm in love. I made my first ever trip to the aforementioned establishment yesterday. Words can not properly describe what I felt and feel...but I'll give it a shot. WOW!!! And I don't mean World of Warcraft. Can I marry IKEA? Will they rent to me a cut-away apartment? Is it strange that I felt suddenly at home in some of those demi-apartments? I felt a little guilty and a lot excited to go exploring in the cupboards, drawers, and cabinets. Ah, I shall never forget the very first cabinet I opened. It was filled with lots of things! Glasses and bowls...organizer boxes and tiny forks. Oh...such bliss! Anyone want to take me to IKEA?

Niffty

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 18:03:04 GMT

Get your own spectral analysis from Area 23^®

A Li'l Taste O' the Demiurge

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:38:48 GMT

LJ Interests meme results

amtgard:
I love getting to run a-fucking-mok! Dashing, diving, sliding and being the fastest assassin on the block.
brilliance:
It is elemental...it pierces and entwines ALL. It is the highest energy-form we perceive and forever the thing we emulate. Someday we will achieve it in perpetuum.
dieselboy:
The Dieselboy...shutting the mouths of any UK D&Bers who suggest we have no _REAL_ Drum and Bass DJ's on this side of the pond. Sublime beats...uber-intros...and a hella skilled Soul Calibur II player to boot. My favorite DJ on the planet...Hands Down!
focused chi:
A facet of Brilliance. It is the act of dismissing the illusions of time and space...being filled with unspeakable blissful energy.
leto ii:
OMG WTF!!! READ THE ENTIRE DUNE SAGA NOW!!!! I would hate to ruin the surprise for anyone as yet undoctrinated. Read the books and you will know what I mean. This is who I want to be when I grow up.
nirvana:
A wonderful band and a sublime state of being. No need to pursue it...we are already there...just a shade away.
queensryche:
I wanted to be the lead singer for Queensryche when I was but a wee larval Zephyr Demiurge in high school. Their music keeps getting better and better as I listen to it again.
sheeana:
That's my girl! If I were going to marry someone who existed thousands of years from now...it would be her! Again...READ THE DUNE SAGA NOW!!!
straight up hatin':
Though I am by nature a kind and gentle creature(STOP SNICKERING!!!)I do indulge, from time to time, in a crisp bit of hatin'. It's also quite an enjoyable spectator sport. This may well be the most of my sinister side any of you will ever see.
v.i.t.r.i.o.l.:
The heart...the source...the impetus for growth and transformation. The very soul of the volitalization. The core of all Alchemy.

VISITA INTERIORA TERRA RECTIFICANDO INVENIES OCCULTUM LAPIDEM
(Visit the interior of the earth and rectifying (i.e. purifying) you will find the hidden/secret stone).

Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

Feel Free to Begin Your Worship Services

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 19:34:11 GMT

Wind Goddess

What Elemental Goddess Are You? (Earth, Fire, Wind, Water) + Pictures +
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Please Bow Down Before Me and My Tragic Kin...

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 18:32:14 GMT

Numenorean

To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?
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Eeeeppp! Help!

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 17:00:25 GMT

So I have decided to start doing something I have never before done in my entire life. I'm going to date...or maybe I won't. Hmmm. Anyone have advice for the clueless?

My Weapon Is My MIND!!!!

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 15:08:38 GMT

Hmmm...guess I'll major in everything lol

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 13:57:26 GMT

You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

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Psychology

100%

Theater

92%

Chemistry

92%

Linguistics

83%

Dance

83%

Philosophy

83%

Mathematics

75%

Biology

75%

Sociology

75%

Anthropology

75%

English

75%

Journalism

67%

Engineering

67%

Art

58%

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Tue, 03 Jan 2006 14:14:29 GMT

It occurs to me now, within the full and glorious light of hindsight, that playing disk golf without contact lenses is, perhaps, a bad idea. I got dragged out to a park this weekend for such sport. The dragging part meant that I was missing contacts, backpack, and other creature comforts. It’s only my second time ever playing and I’m pretty thankful that I can’t see the spectators staring at me. Ok…time to drive. I mention to my friends that maybe this isn’t the best idea in the world…I recount the tale of my namesake, Zephyrus, once using his power as God of the West Wind to guide a hurled discus to a deadly end. They were unimpressed with my tale and so I hurled my disk toward the tiny blur that was probably the basket. The disk sailed and sailed. My friends seemed very excited and I was basing everything on their reactions. They began cheering a bit and I felt that I had greatly impressed them with my newly burgeoning disk hurling skills…until, that is, Jeremy says something to the effect of “Wow! You hit her!” Hit who? Some innocent bystander…I couldn’t even see her. I went over to apologize and it seemed little consolation when I mentioned that I was visually impaired. Good times! lol

Eeeeep?

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 19:35:12 GMT

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	4.6
Mind:	5.7
Body:	6.7
Spirit:	5.4
Friends/Family:	4.2
Love:	0
Finance:	3.2
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On the Matter of my Future Demise...

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 16:32:47 GMT

http://www.thedeathpsychic.com/prediction.asp?u43769

Note to self: Avoid midgets!

Ah...my old friend Humiliation.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 15:55:11 GMT

Too long have we been apart, you and I.

So last night Slyddur and I went for a drink at the Brewery Tap. A fine drinking establishment, in my humble opinion. As fate would conspire, there was a most comely and TALL!!!! bartender whose name I have subsequently blocked from my memory. Appearantly after two pints and a Jameson I think myself quite the charming dandy. I think I might have been trying to woo the bartender(I can never be sure about such things)and I asked her height. She replied that she was 9' tall. Rather than taking the slight rebuff with a hearty chuckle and leaving it at that...I proceeded to explain to her that "I represent a cabal of tall young men," and something to the effect of wanting to make sure she was dating someone of appropriate height. Now I feel like a moron, a verbose moron, yet moron nonetheless. *sigh* I suppose that was my rather dreadful attempt at flirting. Won't some entity take pity upon me and help me figure out how to talk to human females!!! ROFL

That's About Right...

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 14:35:19 GMT

Your results:
You are Spider-Man

Spider-Man		80%
Green Lantern		80%
Robin		70%
The Flash		65%
Superman		60%
Supergirl		60%
Wonder Woman		60%
Batman		55%
Hulk		55%
Iron Man		50%
Catwoman		45%

You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 15:59:13 GMT

I am Fae. Terrible and Beautiful I stride the Earth at leisure. I am bringer of wonder and light; shadow and void. I dwell in darkness while shedding light. I tryst with winds and twilights, crepuscular Sylph that I am. I remind myself of these things as I flit at the advent of the Solstice. The longest and darkest night of the cycle lies just ahead...like the ideal lover...close enough to feel her warmth, yet distant such that musings are still possible...the flesh can not overwhelm. Just a thin veil hung between us...I enjoy this moment so...just out of reach and yet inevitability limns her all the more immediate. My love returned to me at last for one brief jaunt together. Oh my beloved Nox. Soon....soon.

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 20:49:31 GMT

Mystic Theurge
40% Combativeness, 46% Sneakiness, 85% Intellect, 69% Spirituality

Brilliant and spiritual! You are a Mystic Theurge!
Score! You have a prestige class. A prestige class can only be taken after you’ve fulfilled certain requirements. This may mean that you’re an exceptionally talented person, but it probably doesn't.
The Mystic Theurge is a combination of a cleric and a mage. They can cast both arcane and divine spells, and are good at both, making them pretty terrifying on the battlefield. They have more raw spellpower than just about any other class.
You're both intelligent and faithful, but not violent or deceitful. I guess that makes you a pretty good person.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 19% on Combativeness

You scored higher than 67% on Sneakiness

You scored higher than 85% on Intellect

You scored higher than 91% on Spirituality

Link: The RPG Class Test written by MFlowers on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Gah....

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 14:47:08 GMT

I've been thinking a lot about my beloved Fire Fae off in Argentina and in the arms of another. I doubt he can perceive that aspect of her. That, I suspect, shall forever be mine and mine alone...not that I have any right to claim any sort of propriety. I had my opportunity and opted to squander it. I wonder how long I will hold fast to this regret. Will I look back in 31 more years to find the wound still fresh and seeping? I feel confident that I won't live so long as to find out, but that offers little in the way of comfort. Like Queensryche said so well:

You're walking halfway in
But crawling halfway out
There's a void in your mind that you cling to
You feel lost in time, you've got no words to rhyme
No more charms, no more spells to protect you

No sanctuary indeed. Of course, I still retain a legion of charms and spells...but....

Like I didn't know this already

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 18:09:13 GMT

Androgynous
You scored 70 masculinity and 86 femininity!

You scored high on both masculinity and femininity. You have a strong personality exhibiting characteristics of both traditional sex roles.

Dead on accurate, llamas!!

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 20:13:00 GMT

Who knew? boggle

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 21:21:43 GMT

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.

That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!

The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.

You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.

Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.

As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Finally! Some freakin' recognition!

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 15:03:01 GMT

Oh Great Cthulhu!

I have been an extremely diligent devotee this year.

In December, I prepared an ocean voyage to R'lyeh (200 points). In June, I called down the wrath of Yog-Sothoth upon evanus (65 points). In March, I sacrificed the_fae to Cthulhu (500 points). In October, I made a burnt offering to the Dead Dreamer (100 points). When the stars were right, I fed emberinfernys to a Shoggoth (250 points). In September, I visited my relatives in Innsmouth (100 points).

In short, I have been very good (1215 points) and deserve to get hooked up with one of those cute Innsmouthers.

Your humble and obedient servant,
zephyr_demiurge

Submit your own plea to Cthulhu!

HELL YEAH!!!! Bring me my wagon you tubby elf abusing bitch!

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 14:16:28 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Wednesday I turned evanus in for running naked in the mall (3 points). In June I gave sorsha_malorius a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last Monday I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Saturday I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In September I helped psychicdudette hide a body (-173 points).

Overall, I've been nice (574 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon!

Sincerely,
zephyr_demiurge

Harry Potter Meme of All Memes by Osaku
Name/Username
Age
Gender
House	Ravenclaw
Wand	Pine, 10", Unicorn Hair
Best Course	Divination
Worst Course	Potions
Pet	Flammulated Owl
Patronus	Phoenix
Quidditch Job	Seeker
Wizard Candy	Licorice Wands
Profession After School	Auror